Saturday, 28 July 2012

Okay, so really...

Here I am, first blog post done with, several months ago...le sigh...what to say....

I will blog about my dreams, because my dreams are important to me, like my last blog post, I don't even really remember that dream.  But reading the blog post reminds me, kindof, about the dream, and how I was feeling at that time and brings me back, like a time machine

How I am still trying to figure things out.  How, no matter how much things change, they still stay the same.  I've just started watching MadMen, and the things I love about Don Draper, are somehow, the things I despise.  As an outsider, so much to know, so much mystique.  But as someone who knows him (like his wife), or should know him, doesn't really know him.  Because he won't allow it.  It will somehow expose him, far too dangerous to ever really let anyone know him.  It's all about the fantasy, his fantasy.  Or mine.


I will also write about me, what I think and so on and so forth.  I remember having a lot of diaries, and little memory books, but I couldn't trust anyone to not look when I feel so vulnerable, so I would tear them up, and burn them, and shred them, and make them dissapear.  I'm super protective of my current feelings, but not so much of my 'past' here they are.

I'm looking forward to strengthining my writing skills, if I have any (:)) and being a little more free.

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